Rocketman and his Starship Crew

2010-01-31T13:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO FELLOW EARTHLINGS!
Monsieur Roy Tan iz gonna move over to tumblr!
Le lien est http://starshipsescapade.tumblr.com/
Au revoir!

2010-01-31T03:20:00.003+08:00

Daryl's pre-birthday party today
well have an awesome year ahead Daryl!
may you put on some more pounds!
Well happy birthday Daryl! may you have a good one

Uh everyone is turning 21 =(
becoming adults soon okay that sucks

Do you believe in meeting the right one?
Well what i truly think is that there isn't the right one
its what you make of the person
whether you accept his/her flaws or not.
Love is all about compromising isn't it?
somehow or rather we live in this paradigm
thinking there is a right one out there.
oh well. mew.

As for myself i am dying like seriously
i wanna quit being a year 3 and go back to the year 1 days
when everything was so carefree and awesome
i am not sure if i am ready to move on to the next phase of my life
seems like i do not have any choice huh?

Well time to go back and study!
Make love and not war people!

2010-01-30T01:15:00.002+08:00

Pretty awesome day today!
Met LYNETTTEE DARLING TODAY LOL!
awww. yes go on and wonder people.

Awesome pizza day!
Friday eat out day is awesome!
It was awesome finally hanging out with
Nigel and Gen outside of school.
Met Kim after such a long time

Well is this gonna be our standard friday eat out group?

p.s thanks kim for the gifts, i really appreciate it =D

2010-01-29T01:39:00.002+08:00

Thanks kim for the awesomely cute picture! mew.

When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Oh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believe in.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believe in.

2010-01-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

Well its true.

I feel that something is just not right
but i just cant figure it out argh.
Pepperonis tomorrow cant wait!

2010-01-27T22:50:00.001+08:00

i am damn excited about dying my hair red!
YIPPPEYYY!
and avril lavigne looks so adorable on AI tonight
and today is such a unproductive day =(

2010-01-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

your the reason why i cant do my work everynight

2010-01-26T23:12:00.001+08:00

it ought to mean something right?

2010-01-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

LOL ANOTHER!

2010-01-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

it was all in good fun! =D

PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS AND MORE PROJECTS
ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY

2010-01-24T04:50:00.000+08:00

so is it a go or no go?

2010-01-24T02:44:00.002+08:00

Watched day breakers today!
DISAPPOINTING!
i totally expected more from what i saw on the trailers!
second vampire movie to fail me.
Went to cuscaden after with the usuals!
and cuscaden isnt like what it was a year ago
i really miss those days
when me and the BOYS
frequent the place every tuesday for the 10 bucks jug
the laughter, the songs, the scruffles
it was sure a great run!
as for now
BIG BANG THEORY!

2010-01-23T01:05:00.003+08:00

KILLERS CANCELED!
i am probably late uh!
but thank god i did not buy the tickets
PHEW!

THATS WHYYY!
PARAMORE FTW!
HAYLEY HAYLEY HAYLEY!Nothing compares with a quiet evening alone,
Just the one, two i was counting on!

2010-01-22T00:52:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for IB test to be over
i am in need for my long awaited rest
my weekends are so precious right now
and the thought of leaving TP is just so sad
argh

2010-01-20T21:46:00.001+08:00

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for yo u
I'm the man who can't be moved

2010-01-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

ROY BE GOOD AND STUDY
i will abide to that till the end of time

2010-01-19T21:54:00.001+08:00

Okay Anton and I are planning a trip to phuket!
but we need the numbers.
Anybody UP FOR IT?!
it would be so much fun i am sure!

it is about 4 weeks till i graduate from school
RWAR

2010-01-19T01:54:00.002+08:00

And my current wall paper!
HAYLEY WILLIAMS FTW

For the past few days i've been super careless
leaving my phone in my friend's car
losing my cigarettes today
and almost leaving my itouch in my friend's car
what is happening to me
am i losing my memory?
Sigh

Okay anyway i'm pretty much sick of school
Every single day i have work to do.
ARGH, i'm dying really slowly.

On another note i was thinking about the many people
that i've lost contact with through the years.
Camp mates, Friends i met outside
somehow or rather i wish we would still greet when we walk by each other
honestly i have atrociously bad memory
and if you were to say hi or something
everything would come back
but oh well!
doubt it will happen

As for now, i am gonna dive into the world of evil
PROJECT WORK.

2010-01-18T01:50:00.001+08:00

Picture for the night!

2010-01-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

Okay. i realised i cant part with my phone.
i left my phone in brice's car and i almost died
i panicked went crazy, i absolutely dont know any numbers whatsoever
i feel helpless foor a good hour.
Sorry brice for making you drive back i live by it LOVE YOU!

Watched Vampire's Assistant today!
i thought it was pretty awesome, however every other human being begged to differ
well if i ever had the chance to be a vampire, I WOULD!
The powers cool moves and running at hyper speed is just too hard to resist!
TOP OF IT ALL THEY ALL HAVE AWESOME EYES

Okay as for now i have to stay up and finish fucking POE project
wish me luck!

as for my drunk text, i actually meant everything i said. A.T

2010-01-16T04:07:00.000+08:00

please be well
cause your important to me.

Anyway long day ahead tmr DIE UH!

2010-01-13T15:24:00.001+08:00

some how or rather everytime i speak to you i get irritated.

2010-01-13T01:22:00.002+08:00

Pretty much..

Anyway, SCHOOL HAS COMPLETELY TAKEN AWAY MY SOCIAL LIFE
i no longer have the time to go out or even do what i want anymore
its just me being cooped up at home,
trying to finish whatever projects or study for dumb ass tests
Argh year 3. be over soon but i dont wanna leave school

Apart from my sad life, i am looking forward to this weekend =D!
i can somewhat find joy again.

For now, time to do some mindmaps and die in my sleep

2010-01-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

yes i would!

2010-01-05T01:31:00.000+08:00

iastly

2009-12-29T17:08:00.002+08:00

It this going to be a new year with a twist?

Well staying home the whole day going to do my stupid reports

i feel like an effing loser

New years new years

what are you going to do on new years?

a house party?
chill out at some bar?

Zouk, butter?

or spending time with your partner

i really wonder what would i be doing

man i am not sure i did the right thing today

well it should be right?

2009-12-26T02:59:00.001+08:00

2009-12-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

something doesnt feel right

like i'm missing out something.

2009-12-25T13:30:00.002+08:00

Well, this would be the last time you are gonna receive any charity from me

a wise friend once said, she knows you are always there

thats why she is taking you for granted

well no more.

Merry Christmas everyone

2009-12-22T01:31:00.001+08:00

3 things i would die for right now

Number 1 - For year 2010 to be awesome please.

Number 2 - TO GET THE FUCKING HELL OUT OF SINGAPORE =D

NUmber 3 - WATCH AVATAR 3D ANYONE?!

2009-12-21T00:38:00.001+08:00

tonight i will just bury myself

2009-12-20T05:09:00.000+08:00

why dont you open up your eyes?

2009-12-18T04:28:00.002+08:00

okay i jsut cant say how much i'm in love with silver and adrianna!

on a serious note

I NEED TO START ON MY SIP REPORT AND MANY OTHER PROJECTS

well hopefully i'll get love this christmas

2009-12-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

2009-12-16T20:33:00.001+08:00

i've been caught up trying to make life better

that i forgot how to live life

2009-12-16T14:17:00.002+08:00

OMG SO PRETTY

2009-12-15T18:51:00.001+08:00

it has been awhile...

2009-12-11T01:44:00.001+08:00

i'm happy
finally

2009-12-10T01:31:00.001+08:00

2009-12-10T01:28:00.001+08:00

2009-12-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

period.

2009-12-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

i am worried about my mom
i hope she is gonna be fine
please.

2009-12-05T02:18:00.000+08:00

i couldnt agree more

2009-12-05T02:13:00.001+08:00

Waiting i am

2009-12-03T01:06:00.001+08:00

weird it may be
i researched on how to be a vampire
and i realised there all the poser vampires
that are nothing like twilight that lived for 300 years
oh well once again
my efforts were futile.
someone make me a vampire =D

2009-12-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

2009-12-01T16:02:00.003+08:00

and yes i would totally be the bike

2009-12-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

Samaire Armstrong HELL YEA she is hot

2009-12-01T15:47:00.003+08:00

hottest chick alive WOWZERS

2009-11-29T03:07:00.000+08:00

omg pretty much

2009-11-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

2009-11-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

NOW I DONT EVEN GET MY KILLERS TICKET WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

2009-11-23T00:21:00.003+08:00

SO DEAD SO DEAD SO DEAD
need to submit my report to my supervisor tmr
and IT IS BARELY EVEN DONE HOW NOW BROWN COW

song of the week!
The Straylight Run-The Miracle that never came

2009-11-21T04:28:00.002+08:00

to my friend

Stop BEING A BITCH TO ALL GIRLS FOOL!
they are all attached
and they use you to kill time when their boyfriends are gone
whats worst is that you dont even get any action
cause you are of no threat whatsoever
wake up your bloody idea
peace=D

2009-11-20T02:38:00.001+08:00

Yep. do you know who are you?

2009-11-20T02:21:00.000+08:00

2009-11-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

The truth would still hurt

2009-11-16T23:23:00.001+08:00

it was awkward
but i'm still sad about what happened between us.
childhood not.

2009-11-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

So True So True

It has been a relatively awesome weekend!
only 2 weeks of internship left
cant fucking wait!.
Till then i'll will crumble in my little office chair.

2009-11-16T01:32:00.001+08:00

i couldnt agree more

2009-11-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

i hate rich kids

2009-11-08T23:30:00.001+08:00

i am dying to watch paranormal activity.

2009-11-06T02:14:00.001+08:00

2009-11-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

that was the first thing i thought when i first spoke to you.

deep down inside i still want to be with you

2009-10-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

what say you?

2009-10-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

2009-10-26T23:54:00.002+08:00

i ask myself this question everyday

random but wow 165th post

anyway

24 days to the end of SIP

come on i miss school

all my friends and the freedom we have in school

oh well

HALLOWEEN THIS WEEK

what to wear what to wear?

ideas anyone?

let this week pass quick

and i've been sick for the longest time

and the doctors diagnosed me saying that i'm stressed.

what bullshit.

2009-10-10T04:46:00.004+08:00

thats about all i can say.

2009-10-10T04:43:00.001+08:00

if only i gave it more effort...

2009-10-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

watched 2 movies today

G FORCE AND I LOVE BETH COOPER

both effing awesome please

bethcooper was actually meaningful

and hayden SO HOT

mad mad world i'm in

2009-10-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

as i walk through this valley

of the shadow of death

2009-09-28T00:16:00.001+08:00

fame AWESOME MOVIE

if only i did not listen to my parents

i would be doing what i love now

graphic designing and performing arts

i miss theatre. period.

2009-09-24T18:08:00.002+08:00

and you are wonderful the way you are

2009-09-23T19:26:00.001+08:00

tonight the truth will be out

2009-09-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

i worked for almost 12 hours today

WTF

oh well its internship

it will be over soon

3rd week

enough about work

go away pain.

2009-09-20T05:34:00.001+08:00

every single thing you do makes me happy!

2009-09-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

i'm scared as fuck

2009-08-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

!THINGS I FUCKEN WANNA DO WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER!

FIRST! BUY NEW CAMERA LENS

SECOND! GET DRUNK!

THIRD! GET DRUNK AGAIN!

FORTH! GET DRUNK AGAIN!

FIFTH! KILL KENNETH

kthxbye.

2009-08-21T02:08:00.004+08:00

omg i just got my medical letter.

seems like you could never run away from the army huh

man on the 26th of august would be the last day i can eat anything i want

on the 27th i would start training and dieting.

man this is gonna be hell

first paper tmr

wish me good luck

2009-08-19T07:21:00.001+08:00

new blog skin ftw! =D

2009-08-17T14:03:00.000+08:00

When I had you to myself

I didn't want you around

Those pretty faces always made you stand out in a crowd

But someone picked you from the bunch

one glance was all it took

Now it's much too late for me to take a second look

CHORUS:

Oh baby give me one more chance

(show you that I love you)

Won't you please let me

(back in your heart)

Oh darlin' I was blind to let you go

(let you go baby)

But now since I see you in his arms

(I want you back)

Yes I do now

for the longest time..

2009-08-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

since when was i like that?

2009-08-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

i'm home on a sat

so loserzxz

2009-08-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

so true.

2009-08-13T02:16:00.003+08:00

i've always wondered

what if i did what i wanted to do from the start

and not listen to my parents

i would probably be in visual comm or mass comm right now

would i be enjoying it alot more?

or rather suffering?

i dont know

was this generic business path the right choice for me?

but i would never know i guess

2 days left in school

till sip.

i'm gonna graduate real soon

argh...

this is gonna suck.

2009-08-10T03:22:00.000+08:00

Could you?

2009-08-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

is it possible to dig out my heart
cause i seriously could no longer
take the feeling of liking someone.

2009-08-09T17:01:00.002+08:00

serve you right.
that is what you get
for what you have done.

2009-08-08T13:01:00.000+08:00

why do i still like you?

2009-08-04T02:24:00.000+08:00

I remind myself that everyday

2009-08-02T23:43:00.001+08:00

We were once like this story

"i dont have any adorably cute pictures of us to make a person squirm, and i have no perfectly flawless story to tell but thats what makes my love so beautiful. he was my best friend, when i met him, well we were both a little pre-occupied, he was trying to get over an ex that he had been so sure he was in love with and i was well on my way to falling head over heals for my fling which quickly turned boyfriend. though that didnt stop us from talking, we were in two classes together back to back from eachother and so every day wed walk to math from religion. well minus the days that id see my boyfriend in the hall, and i always felt myself fell a little sadness when i had to part with my bestfriend to talk to my boyfriend. not that i wasnt crazy for the boy, but it was just always so much easier talking to dominic (the bestfriend) then it was ryan (the bf). dominic was always there for me, he was a goof and a funny buddy and though i was falling fast for ryan i couldnt help but create a feeling for dominic that he admited to returning. i tried to shrug it off but it was hard. we dont have any romantic way that he swooped me from ryan, actually we started to distance, ryan was jealous and i wasnt in the mood to argue so i just, distanced myself from my bestfriend. it hurt. even after we broke up i found myself trying to keep my distance, maybe ryan would take me back, thats what i always seemed to want. no dominic didnt say anything about how we should be together actually the start of our relationship was a really rocky one, im not sure how we did it but both of us were suffering from a broken heart. i had only been with ryan for about four months but the reality of it was that he had become everything to me and more. he was my whole world and he promised me forever just to break my heart and string me along. though dominic was always there to listen, i avoided talking about it, really, me and my best friend could never really say we were just friends. we always 100% had a crush on eachother but it was never the right time to admit it openly and try it out. i remember it really clearly, valentines day was coming along and ryan was trying to win me back, said he wanted to see me i of course said yes, but kept a back up plan with dominic just incase. i knew better then to actually expect ryan to keep a plan and i wanted to see the best friend i had been avoiding so it worked. when ryan bailed like i had expected dominic invited me over to his house to watch some movies, eat some popcorn and just hang out. we watched the movie sure, his arm wraped around me. i remember my heart beating 50 miles an hour and wondering how i could sit there in his arms and feel so comfortable, like my heart wasnt completely broken inside of me and my life hadnt fallen around me months before. it was mr and mrs smith, we joked around about it, goofed off, cuddled, but when the movie ended and the whole room fell dark minus the small glow off the now gray tv screen he looked at me, and we sat as close as we could be and just sat there. our forheads touching and looking in eachothers eyes. i had never felt so comfortable in my entire life, just laying in his arms made me feel tired but i kept my eyes as open as possible to watch his. it took us a good 15 minutes siting like that for him to finally kiss me, i hadnt exactly expected it, i knew he liked me, he knew i liked him, but it wasnt like we were in the possition to date. though, that didnt stop us, we spent at least three hours every day texting eachother after that, and not the cute best friend things we use to say but cute i miss you i love yous your amazing sort of things that we loved. i hadnt been that happy since me and ryan broke up. we have no real love story but i am in love with this boy. 5 months later and i can honestly say ive never been happier with anyone in my entire life, hes perfect and amazing and though he has his flaws, i love him for them. we fit perfectly together and my family loves him. i miss him when hes gone and i try to spend every minute with him i can. when im sad or scared i talk to him and he cheers me up and makes me feel safe in an instant. were in love, im sure of it, hes told me hes in love with me every day since the first time he said it. he told me hed remind me every day for the rest of our lives. he doesnt believe in forever but he said he knows no matter what our love will be around even after our bodies fade away. its only been 5 months but if it were up to me id marry him tomorrow, i know were not gonna just end in a month, and im not gonna be niave and say ill be with him forever and have kids with him, but i still hope i will. cause hes amazing and perfect and i love him. did i mention i love him. so like ive said, we dont have any cute pictures and my friends dont go gaga at us cause were so cute, but were perfect for eachother. i promise ill never hurt him. i just thought id share that, even though it probably bored you. im 17 and in love, who knew that was possible ?

2009-07-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

i need to lose weight i need to lose weight

2009-07-26T04:30:00.002+08:00

i'll hold your hand to the very end

as there is no need to pretend

my heart is tangled up in your love vines

as there is nothing clearer then this outline

for now i'm just happy for you to be my friend

as there would be nothing i would ever amend

2009-07-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

wishful thinking much

2009-07-18T01:23:00.001+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you here, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love him, you like him
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

somehow or rather
this portion apparently make some sense
well at least to me

2009-07-17T01:31:00.001+08:00

its you its you all along

2009-07-03T00:37:00.002+08:00

Never felt so alone in the longest time ever

everything seems to be crashing like a huge wave

the constant emotional turmoil i face everynight

what is worse is that i've no idea what is causing me to feel this way

hope the weekends would make things better

well it cant possibly get any worst compared to this

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow

i wanna stay in bed and never wake up.

take me away from this empty apartment

2009-07-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

i've been slacking off more then ever now

my grades uh

terrible

i am suppose to be doing my fucken mrnd report now

but i'm far too lazy too lazy

how now brown cow?

i need the chemistry i had last time

save me

2009-07-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

apparently the hardest thing

to do right now

is to fall in love and be happy

2009-07-02T01:08:00.001+08:00

roy last through this please

if you wait it will come tru.